words

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I just want to make you happy.
I can never make anyone happy.

I suck at this. I take everyone for granted and I’m a selfish dick.

Figuratively

If I can’t learn to fly, I’ll kill myself.
If I keep having to lie, I’ll jump off a cliff.
If no one wants to stay, I’ll put a gun in my mouth.

I just want to be a zombie
And pretend to be alive.
I want to die inside
But make the motions every day.

I swear I’m suicidal in the strangest way.

All ever do is let you down.

I've never been so happy to be alive. That's why.

• Me:"I've started writing all over myself instead of cutting."
• Tom (my counselor):"Oh, interesting."
• Me:"I pretty much covered both my legs last night."
• Tom:"What sort of things did you draw?"
• Me:"...various positive messages."
• Tom:"Can you give me some examples?"
• Me:"I wrote 'Happy' with a question mark. And ... 'alive.'"
• Tom:"Alive."
• Me:*tearing up*
• Tom:"I can see this is really touching you. Why is that?"
• Me:"...I'm not sure."

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